All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make them possible.
photo of me and my baby bro. I LUHH HIM SO MUCH!
I have other pics from the picnic. hey are on fb tho …
Flyer: I made this for Christian Sisters United. They are an organization at my school[Howard University]. Actually found out about them through my new roomate. No pun intended she IS a God Send! Well The idea of the the flyer came from their theme Footprints. This is after a lot of changing around from the conference Chair person! She is so sweet and particular about what she wants i was happy to deliver <3. I did another fyer and im working on one more. If you are @ HU and are interested in the conference Sign Up, Im Going 
http://christiansistersunited.com/
Concept: Inn Love
Let me know if it all makes sense to you
My money is in miami but im not.
Ive been sick pretty much all week…. on and off
i had a root canal my first day back
had to drive to somewhere and got lost AGAIN
my bed fram brok bc my siblings wanted to jump onit… -_-
Im really not as bitter as my list seems.
Im straight chilling
my week has been mostly of me sleeping or driving
I am currently trying to add just updates of designs.
Its still a blog just a design blog till i feel that i have enouh energy to open my mouth!… or use my hands and type.
*** I havent had a decent dream and weeks. Just a bunch of nightmares, God help me.**
My past couple of weeks have been wild. I’ve Had crazier times in my life but the things Im expereincing now are just random. I really dont know how to approach some things I have to face. Ive been mostly ignoring it all rolling my eyes and keeping it moving. Its liek I have a weekly Catastrophe. Last week… I was sick as all hell… then In between that, I had a serious situation with a certain somebody, that eventually turned into another situation with other somebodies and im left sitting here confused and upset. All i really do is pray, other than my big sis that’s the only person that wants to listen to me with ought making a big deal of it all. I dont feel half as bad as I should. Reason being Ive dealt with things about 10 times as bad, these are just baby problems although they are still a nuisance.
I’d like to call this my midterm Crisis. UGH!! guess is should be expecting more of these as college continues <3
I havent been here in days and it is just that my life has been so busy lately, this is the first day I have been free to just relax in weeks. I took advantage of it to the max. So I will continue to relax and explain how the HU ASA fashion show was. Im pretty sure it was a success and so was my Ọmọgệ dance team’s perfomance <3
brb
After the terrible snow storm/blizzard that DC had to deal with last week I decided to go home. After all school was closed all week! It’s funny though they opned up on friday.. smh I wasnt there nyway. I was home in NJ enjoying my new BED! ugh queen size and UBER comfy. Well even though I loved loved loved my new bed and spending time witht he fam I had some pleasure to take care of. I took part in my first legitimate and romantic Valentines Day. I dont want to give him too much credit but it’s one i wont forget and will cherish in my heart. lol I must be getting too cheesy but It was pretty much my dream outing. Well School starts again and I have to be on my GRIND… -_-
You know how when you are deeply infatuated with someone even their sweet nothings can fill your ears with joy and bliss and happiness. They aren’t the same thing to me so I don’t care if you feel it is redundant . Some people just have the will power to refresh their minds and forget all those nothings. Not me i have so many sweet nothings in my ear that mean nothing that I don’t have room for anymore. It works out quite well for me I guess but what if Its something I really need to listen to one day. ahh not important I was just cursed to love.
Well Snow day for the past forever. I dont think I hav actually seen this much snow in so long. I took advantage of no school and being snowed in to move into my new dorm. Had to, my ex roomie and I got at it and she thought it was cool to mush me.. smh, folk just dont realize you cant do it. Had I not cared it would have been a different story but i just kept cussing up a storm lol . Anyway i requested a new room and I feel like this is actually the type of environment Ive been praying for. I almost feel as if God placed me in my first room because I had to appreciate who I have now. Well its whatever and the past, my sisters on the other hand are still upset lol but I guess they have to trust me on this one and realize that i handled it like an adult. im sure deep down inside they are proud of me.
Well other than loafing around and watching movies I know i should take serious advantage of all these days of no school and study. But for some reason i still dont feel motivated. Before it was college but I think the fact that i never received everything I anticipated im not trying to work in vain. I mean Im here going to school with the same folk that have much lower results than I did. Idk. My lack of drive comes out so different to others too. I feel like I come out as a ditz. I feel like Elle Woods from Legally Blonde like 78% of the time. Whatever if they only knew. But remember IDGAF lol.
Guess ill go study or some ish.
Ive heard , Omolara you are being to mean, you need to be nice, and Ive also heard Omolara youare too nice you need to be a little mean. I think Ive found my middle ground. IDGAF! I know it is rather vulgar but it does get the job done. This past week Ive been doing what is necesary to stand my ground and not be walked all over. I cannot be anyone’s floormat as i would neve use anyone as such. It is very frustrating when you try your hardest to avoid conflict but in the end you are hurt. Now i am going to handle this the right way. I am glad. Its not a new me or a changed me its just me. I have to put myslef first but I still have others in mind.
…… gotta add wordpress to m phone again so i can blog n the go. life is currently to busy for anything else 
I had a very creepy nightmare a few minutes ago. I dont know where it came from and Im glad Im awak right now. It scared me so much that I had to call my loved ones to see if they were ok. Quite honestly Ive been having these scary dreams since i got to college. It revolves around my college descicon. Basiclly it says how I should have selected a school closer to home, thus I would have not had a catastrophe on my hands.
I did feel like that and I quite honestly miss my family but God forbid any of that crap happens. I cant elive it bothers me so much. Ive been here for a very long time now and generally I love it. I cant wait to go back home but i dont feel i should be having cold fee after the fact, it is just ridiculous.
